new divide

First and foremost, this will be last post for a while before my mind is back on track and my feet is back on the ground. I am devastated. My trial results was worse than what i expected. Terrible and i can say a disgrace. I broke down when my teacher personally told me my results as she herself was shocked and upset about it. I was stunt, and i was in disbelief. I couldn't think straight. I just sat and started crying at that very moment. She tried to pacify me. I was so shocked i felt my mind making its own havoc inside my head. I called mama. She was very upset but she remained calm and she kept persuading me. She told me i still have time and such. I love both my parents very much. They're the best and i am blessed. My teacher told me that 'failure is the key to success'. I'll try my very best. If i put in a lot of effort i know i'll be able to succeed. Anyway, if there is a will there is always a willy way right. Ill try. I'm the one who's gonna lose in the end if i don't try my very best. Life is like walking in a battlefield.