love comes around and then it knocks you down.

I wonder how it feels like to be in love ?
Okay wait .. Why am I even talking about love ?
I guess I get too attached to a particular movie/drama that I watch, I sometimes just want to be in it.
For instance, at the beginning, I really wanted to be okay I forgot her name but I just wanna be the mandy moore from a walk to remember minus the part that I was diagnosed for leukimia and I died in the end and than I came across many other movies and then finally, I desperately wanted to be isabella swan in twilight. And now, I really want to be geum jan di in boys over flowers.
And I don't really want to move on, not just yet.

So, how does it feel to be in love, with an actual person, in reality ?